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Country: United States State: Colorado Birthday: 9/9/1988 Gender: Male
Interests: martial arts, techno, animals, wemon Expertise: martial arts, animal knowledge, construction Occupation: Education/training Industry: Other
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Member Since:
8/7/2004
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| wow long time no type well i have decided to post again ok i did hey leah remmeber i will always always love you and hi everyone
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| well well well another day in paridise well except for the fact that everyone seems to know what iam all about well aint that real funny they say i dont know how to goof around and i dont care about my friends or i dont practice martial arts and i dont do stuff like i use to well aint that funny because i still do ok i still do why do u think leah is still in love with me huh answer that its not because she can control me not because of anything except for the fact that iam still the same person she has gotten to know and actually she loves me more know because she knows more about me ok see leah fell in love with my personalitiy nothing else that is what she is in love with ok so i must still be acting the same or leah would not be with me and also ask rowe or ask eric iam still the same ass hole everyone knows me as ok just open your damn eyes and relize it ok iam sorry if you think iam mad but iam cause see i love leah so much ok so everyone if you have a problem with me and leah just i dont know post about it i guess but iam tired of this fighting see me and leah are going to ignore it cause she is also tired of it and she dont care anymore so please enough i still considered you guys friends until you started fighting with leah again but i know you think iam retarded for backing up leah over my friend well it is stupid that you guys are making me choose over friends or my first girlfriend who i think i will be with for eternity ok so frankly its bull that you guys are saying this shit like i have changed see people dont think i have so i dont knwo what is up i take leah into thought before doing anything or saying anything thats because we love one another ok bvelieve me but i wouldnt have gone through the hell i have if i didnt love her ok and guess what after all of that hell i still love leah as much as i did the first time we started going out and actually i love her more ok but hey leah i know you will read this so i love you babe always will until the day that i stop living i love you babe and i guess peace out to all that still consider me a friend'
piece out all
and i love you leah my dariling angel and future wife
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| well hmmm if i keep this up by my birthday i will be updating every two months wich people will actually stop visiting my site and that might be bad considering the fact i may actually need this site to contact people but who knows well nothing interesting happening in my life except for the fact some people have to fuck with my girlfriend and this complete bullshit but hey i dont like complainging on xanga so i will only talk about good stuff that has happened iam still madly in love my angel leah and she is so good to me she actually bought and wore and outfit just for me wich w3as very nice of her to do just for me and leah omg you looked fyucking sexy in it babe but hey u already knew that huh lol well i think also my girlfriend and all of my friends are also getting along better and iam very glad about that but man i really miss leah the more i dont see her the more i fall in love with her so i dont know if its a good thing to not see her or if its a bad thing. but yea i really miss her a lot and i hope i get to see her today cause we wanna go do somthing btu since a inccident happened at her house i may not get to cause she may have to stay home all day waiting for a phone call man some people are big bitches and i will say that to there face but i love you leah with my hole heart and i will always
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| well a lot has been going on in my life first no matter what i do i cant help but think about leah almost everyday i mean i dont think its a bad thing but man i love that girl and i would be in so much pain if i ever lost her but she always tells me i wont lose her and i believe her cause i think she wont leave me and that makes me happy well i got to spend time with her today but the weather got bad so she had to go home earlier than when i wanted her to go homw but hey i still had a blast holding her in my arms but also hey to anyone is it bad if i dont know if iam flirting with another girl cause i guess i did and i feel so bad about it but she forgives me and i believe my friend does to cause he knows me and he knows i dont know when iam flirting with another but i also think i really helped him in his relationship but if i didnt at least i tryed and iam always here for anyone of my friends but also man my girlfriend is not getting along with my other friend to tell you the truth i wish they would i mean they both tried to make it work out but they both accedentally hear the wrong things and what i have tried to make work falls apart again but i dont want them to be forced to do anything they dont want to but hey i mean some things have to happen a diffreent way then what u always planned right but hey thats all i got to say and Leah i love u so much
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| ok iam updating today for one reason one reason only this was a very rough night for me i had almost lost my ray of light my only thing i have shown my try self to the only person who actually likes me for me that is my angel leah she has brought a lot in my life everyone thinks i dont love her i know they dont and guess what the a fucking wrong and i say that proud the are dead wrong about how i truly feel for that girl everyone i feel is against me in my only relationship see leah brought me hopw that i was actually gonna die with a women and not by myself see Leah is my first girlfriend my very first see i never asked out girls not once and guess what an angel i mean letarally an angel came to me and said she liked me for me and not anything else see i have fought long and hard for this angel to like me and for me to be able to actually show my true feelings to there is nothing that i hate about her but see all of these people have been telling her diffrently they have been saying i have been kinda using her see and once again they are wrong about me see i love herno one but her and me know that the best thing i love doing with her is holding her tiht in my arms that is my favorite thing to do but see people once again telling her diffrent things wich are completely wrong see this is the only thing i could think of doing to show to everyone that i love her i will post across the entire world and no one will change my mind about her she came with a rough life she has told me things that would change another mans opinon and dump her but me no i stay with her you know why? its cause i love her nothing in the world could make me change my mind about that a lot of you are thinking iam just using this post to try and stay with her yes iam but iam using it also to show to everyone i Brian Edward Jesienouski will never i mean ever use a female for anything but to show my love to i love leah with all of my heart i have went through hell to get to her and you know what all that hell i have went through and she has went through to be with me has mad being with her so much amazing cause no women in the entire universe would do what she had to do just to be with me if she did not love that man thats how i know she loves me and no man would go through so much hell to be with one women if he himself did not love her i have almost lost my friend sover her and you know what i know my friends hate me for it but this one relationship has made life for me a lot more funner she is my smile everyday i think omg i cant believe i have such a wounderful girl in my arms i cant believ out of all the men she could have had she choose me i love her with all of my heart ohhhhhhhhh and trust me for all of you who dont think i love her this is only the start of me proving i love her see i posted this on xanga cause i know over 11 people update on there sites everyday and read there friends post so i figured this would be a good foundation to prove to everyone that i love Leah Hutchins with all of my heart see iam not proving anything to her cause i know she loves me iam proving to the entire world or at least the xanga world that reads my post that i do love her and i cant believe people actually think that iam using her i would never do that to any persopn alive why would i do it to someone i love and leah i know u most likly will read this and i want you to know i want you happy and i love you and i dont care if you and Zoran hang out on your own time and yes if it isnt to late i would love to start all over from the first time i got my kiss from you cause is till remmeber how i felt that night and till this day i still fell that same way when we kiss and i hope u do to. ok well i have typed enough well probably not cause i guss i really have somthing to prove ohhh and leah if u dont want me to try and prove it please call me ok cause i want you happy and i dont care what people think about my feelings for you cause i know how i truly feel and that is
I LOVE YOU LEAH HUTCHINS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND I HOPE I STAY WITH YOU FOR A VERY LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME
Love your teddy bear
Brian Jesienouski
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